Summer is here!

Can't believe summer is here and I am still fat! Wow! I really should not be surprised. I am so exhausted with this food addiction. It is annoying. I am starting a program in three weeks with Pete Thomas Season 2 at home winner called Slim U. It will reduce the fat, but not cure the addiction. I am still looking for the cure!!!!
Pete Thomas's Slim U

Eating Disorders

How do you determine that you truly have an Eating Disorder? It took 30 years of complete and utter out of control eating and of the Dr. Oz show for me to realize it. I have struggle daily since I have obtained  the  label " Binge Eater". I am wondering if it I would have remain clueless of my disorder, would it really made a differnce. I started really montoring my food intake this week. Summer's coming and I have nothing that fits me. I refuse to buy new summer clothes.

Today, Rebecca, a casting director called from the show " Freaky Eaters" on TLC. She interviewed me for a possible show on Binge Eating. Everyday, I become encouraged that Binge eating is being reconized. One day, there will be treatment similar to drug and alcohol addication. I still seek out every piece of information on the subject, in hopes that it will be the answer to my many years of distress with food. I hope that Rebecca's producers agree that Binge eating is important issues that needs to be exposed and  they reach out to millions of people to help.

Stacey Rosenfeld on Oz

New Beginning

I have made the decision to change my life in 2011. I have struggled for 30 years with my binge eating and addiction to food. When I think of time wasted abusing my body with food, it pisses me off. How could I waste so much time over eating. It wasn't until 2009 that I actually discovered that I was a binge eater. I know that my relationship with food was ridiculous, but now I have a label. Did you know Binge eating is the most common food addiction. Currently, I am reading the book, "Overcoming Binge eating" by  Christopher G. Fairburn. I will keep you posted on details of the book. For now I am focusing on getting clean from food. Wish me luck.

Summer is here

I just got back from South Carolina, watching my Nephew Michael graduating from USMC. Everyone there joked how we needed Boot camp to drop the pounds. Of course all of the fellow binge eaters. Michael worked hard and focused on a goal. His end result was a lean fit body. But I don't think that was his actually goal. Being a Marine was. Amazing, How if you are focused all kinds of wonderful things happen.

Semper Fi Michael and good luck on your goals and miltiary career.

Today is different

I am struggling with my eating disorder and it is comsuming my life right now. The more I ignore it the more it controls me. I simply can't stand this addication. Why would I ever allow something to control me like this??
The unhappiness sometimes is unbareable.