Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Family Tree Mysteries

How exciting it is to discover the adventure of your family tree. I have also discovered what lays  beyond my family tree. When my journey began last year, I never talked about food. It was a secret that could never comfortably be revealed. Once I was exposed ( for a lack of a better word), I discovered that my family also struggled with food and the disorders asscociated with it. Could food addications be passed down, just like Blue eyes, ADD, and Club foot. Is it genetic or learned? If it isn't genetic, how the hell do so many in my family have this disorder! What is the true link to eating disorders? Oh my I could go on for ever.

New goals for 2010

This year I have lost sight of my orginal goal of taking control over my eating disorder. With my changes at work, selling and buying a new home. Children moving back home, working fulltime and having two parttime jobs, that I really don't want to give up. It;s been tough. Well, last night, I started a video journal of my new journey to recovering from food. I will start posting them as soon as possible.
It;s time to get back on track.