Summer is here

I just got back from South Carolina, watching my Nephew Michael graduating from USMC. Everyone there joked how we needed Boot camp to drop the pounds. Of course all of the fellow binge eaters. Michael worked hard and focused on a goal. His end result was a lean fit body. But I don't think that was his actually goal. Being a Marine was. Amazing, How if you are focused all kinds of wonderful things happen.

Semper Fi Michael and good luck on your goals and miltiary career.

Today is different

I am struggling with my eating disorder and it is comsuming my life right now. The more I ignore it the more it controls me. I simply can't stand this addication. Why would I ever allow something to control me like this??
The unhappiness sometimes is unbareable.