You are never cured until the journey is over.

I have struggled every day with my addiction. I need food to live. Food is the fuel my body needs. Why then is it the enemy. How do you really come to peace with eating. Shouldn't it be just a simple task for survival? Where in my life did it go wrong. I will continue to question myself and dig deeper for the answers until i can control my addiction. Really is control the solution or just a mannerism to politely excuse your ridiculous behavior of over induliging.